Hello party people!  I am so sorry for the MAJOR lack of updating!  Life is busy and I have a billion things on my plate at the moment…or at least for the last couple of months!  And in those months a LOT of stuff has happened (and of course I was snapping pictures the entire time)…and mostly all good!  Hurray!  On September 1^st I found the man of my dreams!  And we are about to come up on our 2 month anniversary… (Insert awww here).  West has been the number one thing that has taken up the majority of my time because I can’t freakin’ stay away from him…I’m addicted…and in love…and frankly because I’m so happy with him, I could give a crap less about what else is going on in the world around me…I’m happy…

And of course where would I be with out Dance Team season?!  And believe it or not, we are actually going to a national competition this year in Orlando!  I know, I was shocked too, and I have been waiting for it to fall through for months… WE ARE REALLY GOING!!!  Even though I have to leave West for four days… (Insert sniff here)

As all of you know, I am a big bad senior this year!  What has really shocked the to-dos-it out of me is that I am freakin’ depressed!  Every time I get a college letter or apply for a scholarship I have to pull myself together… I have been waiting for this for 12 years now, and I can’t believe I am reacting this way.  I was always so excited about going to college, but now I am scared to death!  There are a bunch of problems that have just recently entered my mind…

1. Moving out of my house (yeah sure I’ll be back, but still)
2. Living on a really big campus
3. Learning to drive around where ever I’m going
4. Being 30 miles away from West 5 days out of the week (that’s the biggest one)
5. Not knowing anyone

So there you go people…the once strong and sure of herself Seal has totally lost it…and we will all pray that she pulls herself together before August…

Oh and I made Homecoming Court!  HA!  Can you believe it?!  After three dad gum years of wanting to be on it, it finally happened!   And it was a blast!  My dress and my suit were beautiful!  My dad was also really happy that he got to be pimped out in a new suit…  And my wonderful driver/pep rally escort West looked amazing for all three nights…man I’m lucky!